Prinsesa ng Banyera

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Little Wonders

I'm at work as we speak. My new job is to teach Koreans English personally and via phone. I work from 2pm to 11pm. It's not so difficult as it seems. My previous job as a callcenter operations supervisor is way harder. If only way harder can't be stressed more.

Well, I have a bratty 17 year old kid and a beautiful 27 year old woman as my personal students and about 15 - 20 phone students. Not bad for my first week.

How am I?

Pretty good. I'm alot better than I was before. I remember the tagline "Me- only better!" of a popular teeny bopper magazine. It made me write this mature blog. How's that from a teeny mag?

My life has changed so much. In the past I bask with the fact I've never been vacant when it comes to my lovelife. One month is a long wait already. I realized now that during those times I was flirty I just simply don't have self respect. You can be admired by many but it really wouldn't matter. In the end you'll still be yearning for that one person who can brighten your day just by smiling or saying I love you.

I'm happy with LD. I don't know if he reads this but I sure hope he does.

He's the best thing that happened in my life and finally, my heart is at rest. I stare at him sometimes when he's asleep. Then I lean under the bed and ask a semi-sleeping Steve "Siya na, noh?". Steve just stares at me as if saying "Alam mo na yan...".

I thrive in the company of my pets, my foster family the Tomelden's, my loyal friends from old school and ofcourse, LD. Many times I wished my Nanay can see me now but I know, wherever she is, she has found a space in her heart to forgive me for all my shortcomings and she's very happy to see me live my dreams slowly.

I hope Marj will see her dreams come true and hopefully its not too late.

They say we only pass this path called Life once.

As I pass my road you will definitely hear me humming a tune.

Yes.

Masaya ako. =)

Sunday, May 4, 2008

_Splash_

No. This is not about a swimming gimik I've attended. This is not a happy blog either.

My cat Splash died last night. She was attacked AGAIN by the same pitbull. She died on the spot. Her remains were thrown into a canal by the pitbull owner... and LD just watched.

What is more painful? My cat dying or people not caring if she died?

(Steve and Splash: Steve was still recovering from surgery and Splash visited)
I nursed my cat even when she was a little kitten. I gave her and her siblings milk thrice a day. Their mother was killed by, yes, the very same pitbull that killed Splash and attacked Steve twice.

As a pet owner myself, I make sure my pets don't harm others. Its a responsibility.

Unfortunately, not everyone feels the same.

And as the song "Take a Picture" by Filter plays in my background I remember the little cat that jumped into my feet every morning and purred while she gingerly lay in bed.
Splash, I know wherever you are, God keeps you safe and loved.
I'll miss you.



Friday, May 2, 2008

Aguadilla



My team at Spirit Air. Team Aguadilla. They're the 2nd team I handled. My 1st was Team Panama. I miss my agents. I hope on the short span of time I've spent with them they've learned atleast something from me.
(L-R; top-bottom) Happy (my CRT), Rhonn (my Ms. Santa Clause) , Tin (my FHM hot momma), Dyan (my Ms.Taray), Gibo (my Mr.Friendster), Gboi (my handsome little nightmare), Ymil (my hot dancer) and Chabot (my irate agent).



I miss the guys who are not on the pic, too. Mamu (my ancient agent), Edgie (my AUX 2 addict), Gee (my rocker), Cathe (sweet girl), Dayna (Makeover girl), Jan (BUNTIS), Wyeth, Lyn and Bo. SYEMPRE SI BESTFRIEND MIKE KO!
As Spirit Air gets blown by the wind, the bond that we have will remain.

The Hero

Naiwan kami ni LD sa bahay habang lahat ng tao sa kanila pumuntang Subic. He promised that even if we didn't go to the beach he'll be treating me out on a nice dinner movie. We watched "The Ironman" and ate a huge meal at KFC. I'm sooo addicted to Famous Bowl! I had a wonderful date with LD and we even have Hotshots to-go for Steve, Champ, Siopao and Splash. My dog Steve sleeps with us along with my 3 cats and 2 hamsters. When we came home they all jumped like crazy!

So how am I now?

Mabuti. Masaya.

Pero minsan, gaya ng dati, tinatamaan ng lungkot.

I miss Nanay and Marj.
Alam kong malaki ang responsibilidad ko sa kanila and I know I have my own faults.

As days pass, God slowly heals my badly broken soul.

He washed away the hatred, the pain and the depression.

I just recently lost my job as a TL. Tapos my dog was attacked by a pitbull and had surgery. My sister ran away and I gained 15lbs.

God has a way of turning things around. Just when I thought I was going to be depressed all my life. he saved me.

I'm having alot of good job offers, my dog can run again and I'm losing weight. Although not everything I want is not in order, I know God meant things that way. Things will happen in His own perfect time.

I remember Ironman's last words in the movie "The truth is... I'm Ironman."

Oo nga. Minsan kaysa lumusot lusot ka magpakatotoo ka na lang sa sarili mo.

Well, tonight I'll be attending my friend Mae's (24/7) birthday at Greenhills. Excited na ko. Sana hindi ako mag LBM dahil sa Chinese slimming tea ko.

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